Something I've been needing to do for a while.

View previous topic View next topic Go down

Something I've been needing to do for a while.

Post by flyingturns89 on Sun Dec 04, 2011 2:50 pm

I'm not going to be around very much for a while. I'm been having some trouble at home with a couple personal things that I'd rather not go into detail about unless it's absolutely necessary. I've been meaning to take care of this for a while, but have continued to push it back further and further until now. I know some of you may not believe me on this, especially those of you that were in involved in the altercation with me on TeamSpeak yesterday that got me permabanned from there. However, I can say that while my personal problems may have caused something to snap yesterday, that has nothing to do with may break. I don't know when I'll be back, but while I am trying to help my family and myself through some tough times, I won't be here. Otherwise, today will be my last day for a little while.
avatar
flyingturns89
Legend
Legend

Posts : 2714
Join date : 2011-08-09
Age : 22
Location : Pennsylvania

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Something I've been needing to do for a while.

Post by Cardinals5 on Sun Dec 04, 2011 2:59 pm

Take care of yourself. This is just a game, your life is more important
avatar
Cardinals5
Champion
Champion

Posts : 1247
Join date : 2011-11-24
Age : 26
Location : Sterling Heights, MI

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Something I've been needing to do for a while.

Post by flyingturns89 on Sun Dec 04, 2011 4:19 pm

Thanks. The only thing I ask is that I'm allowed to keep my drivers and team in the series that they're in. I think the only major ones are ARLA and CRL, and if you guys need anything about them, you can just PM me on YouTube, I'll help you with what you need.
avatar
flyingturns89
Legend
Legend

Posts : 2714
Join date : 2011-08-09
Age : 22
Location : Pennsylvania

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Something I've been needing to do for a while.

Post by Guest on Sun Dec 04, 2011 4:30 pm

I hope you work whatever it is out. Stuff happens, and real life is exponentially more important than the internet.

Guest
Guest


Back to top Go down

Re: Something I've been needing to do for a while.

Post by Ben Atkins on Sun Dec 04, 2011 4:41 pm

Bye.

_________________


NR2003 Online Wins: 121 (Latest - EFR Short Track Challenge at Abbotsford Speedway [06/08/17])
NR2003 Online Poles: 80 (Latest - EFR Short Track Challenge at Abbotsford Speedway [06/08/17])
iRacing Online Offical Wins: 19 (Latest - NASCAR Trucks at Daytona [06/30/17])
NR2003 Championships: 6 (2013/2014 GOMA Trucks, Formula 5 Season 12, 2014 GOMA Trucks, Formula 5 Season 13, Formula 5 Season 14, Formula 5 Season 16)

Nico Nico Nii.
avatar
Ben Atkins
Legend
Legend

Posts : 4508
Join date : 2011-08-06
Age : 22
Location : zura

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Something I've been needing to do for a while.

Post by F1V1 on Sun Dec 04, 2011 4:53 pm

This is something that probably could have been posted in the RDT. Personal problems aside, from what I understand you flipped out unjustifiably over a game on OMG Pop yesterday and that's why you were banned from Teamspeak. I realize personal problems can be distressing and almost unbearable at times, but taking it out on everyone else especially over something ridiculous like that is absurd and we don't tolerate it. If your personal problems have gone this far, you're making the right choice by leaving for a little while until you can cool down. Good luck.
avatar
F1V1
First-Time Winner
First-Time Winner

Posts : 344
Join date : 2011-08-06
Age : 25
Location : Exploring the space-time continuum.

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Something I've been needing to do for a while.

Post by Rykia on Sun Dec 04, 2011 8:10 pm

Hope you get your personal stuff sorted out soon. I know how stressing it can get (and how annoying OMGPOP can get Laughing ). Kiddning aside, I hope you get it all solved soon, so you can come back.
avatar
Rykia
Legend
Legend

Posts : 2548
Join date : 2011-08-09
Age : 20
Location : Cornfields.

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Something I've been needing to do for a while.

Post by flyingturns89 on Mon Dec 05, 2011 5:33 am

Thanks everyone for your support. Duff, yeah it was. I regret it, and it was a moment of weakness, and something I wish I could take back. I'm sorry to all involved. And to Ben, three. All aside, I'm hoping to talk to my therapist soon, I haven't seen him for a while, and I'm hoping that talking to him will help me get through whatever it is that's messing me up.
avatar
flyingturns89
Legend
Legend

Posts : 2714
Join date : 2011-08-09
Age : 22
Location : Pennsylvania

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Something I've been needing to do for a while.

Post by flyingturns89 on Tue Dec 06, 2011 3:01 pm

I do have an update, but I don't think it is what I wanted to hear. Earlier today at school I got in a fight with someone I know, and almost immediately afterwards blacked out. From what I remember, three guys I eat lunch with grabbed me and held me down while one of them sliced up my hand with a key. I have one large cut on my wrist, along with two small ones on my finger. From what I remember, I then started shouting and shoving one of the two that was holding me down, but I can't remember anything else. This concerns me because this happened to me after getting banned from TeamSpeak, so I think something might be wrong with me physically. I'll try to update everyone when I can, but I'm actually really scared right now, cause I can't igure out what's wrong.
avatar
flyingturns89
Legend
Legend

Posts : 2714
Join date : 2011-08-09
Age : 22
Location : Pennsylvania

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Something I've been needing to do for a while.

Post by Rykia on Tue Dec 06, 2011 3:26 pm

flyingturns89 wrote:I do have an update, but I don't think it is what I wanted to hear. Earlier today at school I got in a fight with someone I know, and almost immediately afterwards blacked out. From what I remember, three guys I eat lunch with grabbed me and held me down while one of them sliced up my hand with a key. I have one large cut on my wrist, along with two small ones on my finger. From what I remember, I then started shouting and shoving one of the two that was holding me down, but I can't remember anything else. This concerns me because this happened to me after getting banned from TeamSpeak, so I think something might be wrong with me physically. I'll try to update everyone when I can, but I'm actually really scared right now, cause I can't igure out what's wrong.

That's not good. I hope you're okay. Keep us updated.
avatar
Rykia
Legend
Legend

Posts : 2548
Join date : 2011-08-09
Age : 20
Location : Cornfields.

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Something I've been needing to do for a while.

Post by flyingturns89 on Sat Dec 10, 2011 2:29 pm

I just came back from my therapist after about a 45 minute chat. After all that, he thinks that I need to take a break from everything until the Cup season starts again. So, in other words, unlike I said before, mostly cause I wasn't thinking right at the time, I will not be here for a couple months. I wish you all the happiest of holidays, spend some time with your families, and enjoy yourselves, and I'll see you all in February for Daytona. And don't worry, I'll keep busy by blogging.
avatar
flyingturns89
Legend
Legend

Posts : 2714
Join date : 2011-08-09
Age : 22
Location : Pennsylvania

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Something I've been needing to do for a while.

Post by pepsibottle1 on Mon Dec 12, 2011 10:58 pm

Take care of yourself man, always remember that you can come back and we are more than welcome to have ya back. Real life always comes first, never feel that you are obliged to this stuff at all. If you need to take a break and get some stuff straightened out, I totally agree with you. Been there before myself.
avatar
pepsibottle1
Regular Contender
Regular Contender

Posts : 845
Join date : 2011-08-07
Age : 22
Location : Norfolk, VA

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Something I've been needing to do for a while.

Post by Alta on Tue Dec 20, 2011 6:07 pm

What happen to this?
avatar
Alta
Legend
Legend

Posts : 3977
Join date : 2011-08-06
Age : 93
Location : San Francisco, California

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Something I've been needing to do for a while.

Post by Rykia on Tue Dec 20, 2011 6:14 pm

Alta wrote:What happen to this?

His agenda changed Laughing
avatar
Rykia
Legend
Legend

Posts : 2548
Join date : 2011-08-09
Age : 20
Location : Cornfields.

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Something I've been needing to do for a while.

Post by flyingturns89 on Wed Dec 21, 2011 8:44 pm

Had some things to take of on here, then just forgot to leave.
avatar
flyingturns89
Legend
Legend

Posts : 2714
Join date : 2011-08-09
Age : 22
Location : Pennsylvania

View user profile

Back to top Go down

Re: Something I've been needing to do for a while.

Post by flyingturns89 on Wed Jan 11, 2012 12:07 am

Felt like I needed to give everyone an update on how things are going.

I've seen my therapist twice now, and we're making progress. However, I have also taken steps back because I've found deeper problems that I need to correct. I know now that this will be a long road ahead, but I plan on traveling it one step at a time. My first concern is to make sure that, before I start coming here on a regular basis again that everything gets taken of. I'm currently working on my stress and anger levels, which have been unusually high the last few months. My therapist is working on getting me some equipment to show me how stressed I am, and hopefully that will help. Finally, I just want to say that I'm not sure when everything will be back to normal, but I'm almost 100% sure that won't be until at least the summer, maybe not until the end of 2012.

Once again, I thank you all for your support, and I will see you soon.
avatar
flyingturns89
Legend
Legend

Posts : 2714
Join date : 2011-08-09
Age : 22
Location : Pennsylvania

View user profile

Back to top Go down

View previous topic View next topic Back to top

- Similar topics

 
Permissions in this forum:
You cannot reply to topics in this forum